These last couple of weeks have been tough for me. I think it is because we are getting close. We've (all of us Heralds) worked very hard, I think, towards our goal of commissioning. It is getting close and psychologically this can take its toll at times.
The other day I was sitting in a class with an instructor whose instruction I have really appreciated and enjoyed before but, as I shared with others, I felt like I was 14 in the class. I was unable to give it the attention it merited. My brain was full. Other times, in the past couple of weeks, I have found that I have given into complaining instead of persevering in love. I don't like it when this happens.
I am reminded: "Rejoice always, pray continually, give thanks in all circumstances; for this is God's will for you in Christ Jesus." 1 Thess 5:16-18 TNIV
There are many things that I have really appreciated about training college. Here are a few:
Getting to know all of the cadets. (I especially enjoyed all the deep discussions to and from the Prison last year and now again this year with a new comrade. Running with my running partner is also a blessing).
I have enjoyed serving alongside the cadets at our field placements over the past couple of years here.
The instructors have been very good. Top-of-the line really. I don't think any of us will leave here thinking that our education was -by any measure- second rate.
I have enjoyed getting to know the staff here - both Officers and non-Officer staff.
I have enjoyed the opportunity to spend so much time reading, discussing, researching, and writing about theology, ministry, and Biblical studies.
I have enjoyed my (study) time with God.
I have appreciated the 'tools' that I have acquired for my ministry 'tool box'
I have enjoyed articulating my personal theology of prayer.
I have actually enjoyed learning why we do wear our uniform but don't practice communion and baptism. I have actually at times been amused by the 'are we a church' debates. It's sort of fun...I think these debates, in and of themselves, are part of our corporate identity (-: at least in this country.
I have appreciated the support of everyone.
I have enjoyed getting to know the people at Weston, Weetamah, Stony, and the other corps in this city over the past couple of years. There are many good people here in Winnipeg.
I enjoyed getting to know the people in Maple Creek for our summer assignment as well; that was a lot of fun. I am looking forward to our specialling weekend in Weyburn.
My children have had a good time making friends in Winnipeg here that they will miss as well.
I have enjoyed serving God and the Army here at CFOT.
Seventy some-odd days to go.
Praise God for all he has taught us here.
Michael ( ramsay@sheepspeak.com )